tired of...
tired in everything right now!
dunno how to say it but hope everything will be fine very soon!
in front of u i can be the gila and crazy always laugh~
but when i'm alone my real face out.
be happy in front of friends doesnt mean that i'm acting.
is just because i know certain of my friends care about me.
i dunno to let them worry me.
till now i really cant control myself not to think that.
am i think too much?
i dont think so.
i really dont like this kind of feeling!
and you all make me feel 'that'
so start from now, i wont ask you all out anymore.
just will make that i very annoying you all only.
if u all still remember me, just ask me out ba..
too friendly really will hurt myself only..
stup la me!!
is the reason acceptable?
i dun think so..
for me, i cant accept it..
not logic also!
last time, i very scare my friends will forget me.
so i will always ask them out.
but seem like fate is fate.
they wan forget me then forget me la~~~
i sad for sure will have.
but no one knows my feeling,,
watever..!
i edy cant take it anymore..
im not the friendly yen~ im the emo/devil!!
dont talk about that..
back to my office.. =)
yesterday dunno why office suddenly i laugh so loud.
kak nurul in the meeting room also can hear my sound and kak lina voice.
haha~~
coz we laughing on the flower..
got one look like ball..
kak jun b4 clean it, she go n pop all of it.
so funny the sound..
like kentut~~ haaha!!
got call for Kak Lina,
when i trasfer, KaK Lina 1st time so funny on the phone.. lolx~
at 5.30pm suppose finish work.
done all my things then kak Mona(my boss) find for kak Mai,
but kak Mai still on the phone.
so i walk into the office and find for her.
then kak Norel ask me about my salary.
then i run out and get my MC to her.
keep laughing.. ahha!
i make them laugh too..
am i easy make ppl laugh?
keep laughing in the office and jumping around.. lolxx
then kak Norel teach me how to use the fax machine. hehe~~
and after that, balik lu~ hehe!!