stress is around me..

yesterday class..
Dr Chan's class i din enter..
just took attendance & Emma's one then i ciao.. =)
chat with Caca.. then meet with Yin & Ruban in the library to do assignment..
huh! this two weeks have alot of assignment need to submit. =(
especially need to submit on next Tuesday.. haiz~
lucky the customer service not on next Tuesday.. if not i will... die..

1st i need to finish up my pdp coz amy ice cream today submit edy. =)
2nd globalization presentation..
3rd globalization assignment.. haiz~~
4th customer service assignment...
got 2 of them need to Turnitin...how la?? =(

pdp make me headache even it seems so easy coz all is about ourselves.
but more easy then more hard to finish up..
2500words.. how to do?? haiz~~
personal personal personal... haiz~~~

today need to prepare for Guna's bday things also..
but this one will be done faster than assignment coz im interesting in this..
(not play play ya)
but also need to do assignment 1st as well..
if not i will very teruk.. haiz~~
stress la~~~~~~~~~~~~

help me..............................................

Klang one day trip=)

this morning woke up early coz worry mom not allow me go.
around 8am+ she came in n asked me to do my things b4 i go. =)
then i sms emma see whether she wake up already or not..
reach her house around 9.45am.. b4 reach her house, her bf's car infront of me only. so funny..
then they go fill petrol then follow emma back to her apartment and change cloths then only go.. =)

reach MS, Calvin's car, Vani's car and one more car.. inside got CiCi, Philip, Lena, Kevin and his friend.
we are the last one.. =(
then start our journey to Klang..
reach there at 11am. =)
inside environment is nice. =)
our college friends got..

1. Vani
2. Sakthi
3. Wei Wei
4. Pui Yin
5. Ruban
6. Philip
7. Cici
8. Lena
9. Kelvin
10. Emma
11. Phui Yen -- Me
12. Hu Rong Rong

1st, Vani them go back 1st coz they are tired edy.
then after that Philip them go back..
left me, emma and her bf..
they just stay there more awhile then leave..
left me... huhu~~ coz im waiting for joyce. =)
lucky Calvin accompany me chat till Joyce come..
thanks alot.. =)

then we went to temple=)
do something la.. (secret a bit & i also forget edy)
huh! my memorizing things quite low n low edy..
easy to FORGET!!

aiyo.. my PDP till now still not yet start..!!
really dunno what to write la..!! help!!!!!!!
friday need submit.. =(

ish!!

why everytime also like that?
why what you said also can change so fast??
izit everyone also like that huh?
you also like that, he also like that, she also like that!!
ish!!


On Friday b4 telling her that i have replacement class on Saturday,
I told her Sunday i'm going to Calvin's cafe open ceremony 1st then only tell her the replacement.
she also asked me that where is the place..
but til just now she said i din tell her anything,
and she said she thought is the replacement class!!
ish!! i still very remember that she ask me where is the place n i told her [klang]..
then she kept quiet, so i thought she edy let me go.. !!
who knows just now kena marah!!
i always get scold coz of a small matter!!

recently she always asked me whether i have check my ptptn anot.
i told her i will go n check and she scold again! adui!!!
coz i get the big amount and have extra. i mean the total huh~
but the ptptn just give us RM100/ per sem
But i have counted that if just Rm100 per semester then i have extra as well..
then where is my extra go??
and she said that her friend's daughter ptptn is send to the account and paid the semester fee by ownself.
so when i said i will check myself then scold me pula!
i have told her many times that the ptptn will direct send the fees amount to college.
but she still telling me the same thing!
she said ur ATM card had big amount later ppl know n rompak me,
i told her that my account just got RM100 they rompak for what!!!???
who knows she misunderstood n thought my account have thousand ++ then keep on scold me said i din check properly
and why i get such a big amount (with extra)
me n emma also got called to college and ask the person who in-charge of,
but she also cant answer me..
since morning she edy keep nagging around me about the ptptn stuff!!
till i go back from college still the same..
i really cant stand it edy u know?
u think that i din check izit???
u think im so useless what also din do properly izit??
izit aunties also like to listen to aunties only???
it make me recall back the singapore movie [i'm not stupid]
do you really understand what i want??
i already listen to you coz i respect u.. but why everytime u just can change ur decision same like my lecturer??
do you know sometimes i already cant stand and hope i can leave this house?
do you know what im interesting in??? i wanna learn dance for so long and everytime what u said to me??
untill now what i learn?? i learn shit lo!! =(
still remember last time b4 i learn driving what u said to me and after i took my license and what u said to me??? do you remember?? is TOTALLY DIFFERENT!!
wherever i wanna go of coz i need to ask for your permission, but can you give your answer to me earlier so that i can tell my friends??
do you know because of you, i always delay till at last ur answer sure is NO!
i know now is much more better than previous coz i know ur tactics edy.
sometimes even i not yet ask u, i already have the answer to answer my friend..

dunno why everytime when u start to talk or scold,
i also will reply back you.. no matter what i also will reply back to you..
just when i know im wrong then i will keep quiet..
if my mood also not so good of coz i will reply you..
if my mood still ok, i will just use [this ear masuk that ear keluar] so i wont get mad easily..
i know reply you back mean like not respecting you or im rude!!
but i just can say.. [i really cant stand it even you have the autority to scold me but not everyday with the small matter!!]
i know i'm not good at all to you..
when im a good girl u just will keep quiet and pretend like ntg..
so i just will back to normal..
when i reply back to you, i kena marah..
when i dun reply you n keep quiet, i kena marah as well..
then what u wan me to do?
and always also my fault..
u are too control me.. i have no freedom at all
dont blame me that i lie to you (last time) coz i just have that way..
n what i said to you is useless, you wont listen..


no matter how, i respect you.
n ur voice, if u not at home i miss your voice pula..
coz mayb u everyday also will find something to scold..
if u not at home n go for vacation the house will be so quiet..

haiz~~ dunno like this is what.. adui~~~

Omar's bday ^^

yesterday met up with Caca..
she helping her friend do some makeup on eyes.
after her is me.. kakaa!!
1st time make up in college. =)
(why im with caca?)
coz i lazy to enter globalization class.. lol~
after class break went back to class.. haha!
no one notice i have bit different on my eyes part.. lol~
she said next week will bring more accessories come n help me make up.. huhu
dunno what my face will look like?
leng lui? monster? lol~~~
coz i seldom make up.. =)
not seldom.. is din make up at all... huh!


then today is... Omar B'day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMAR!!

so after class we are going to Pan Cafe to celebrate his bday. ^^
yesterday Yin said after celebration wanna do assignment.
so i brought my heavy laptop.. =(
online in the class. =)
teach Yin to change her blog template.. hehe!

12pm finish class then wait for 12.30pm bus to Barat. =)
Omar driving, so Ruban, Ivan and Sathys follow him to Pan Cafe.
after that we reach.. haha!!
order food + capture.. cant upload much coz lazy. haha!!

hang there till duno what time then back to 223.
we went to library to online. =)
hmm.. saw... haiz~
4 of us online.. me, Yin, Sakthi n Vani.. LOL!
thought wanna do assignment..
but.. .. .. .. .. ..
open the assignment that Dr Chan give,
but dunno how to do n how to start.. haiz~~
so at last in library facebook-ing n chatting only.. ish!!

*thanks to Toh coz he send me some PDP's example.. ^^*

around 4pm i went back coz dad come n fetch.
so i cant stay late..
i wish i know how to drive.
so that i can drive to college.. =(




reach home n sleep.. hahaaha!!
tired..

woohoo! tomolo no class.. =)
can wake up late neh.. LOL!

Indian Culture bla bla bla.. =)

this morning i was early.. LOL!
same bus with Tommy & Jackson,
Tommy show me a msg that Yin asked us to go support Ruban & Ivan's debate in Jalan Barat..
Yin came then we go Jalan Barat with Jackson. =)
me, Yin, Vani, Kavitha, Sakthi, Sathys, Ruban, Ivan din go for class. haha
(but just me n Yin is chinese)
at 1st, 2group debating... But Ruban's group lose.. =(
then after that Saree Tying competition,
wow! nice man~~~ i hope i got one suit of Saree. LOL!
after the Saree Tying then me n Yin went to Secret Recipe for branch.. kaka!!
then back to 223, coz both of us got presentation.. huhu~~~

class start at 2pm, as usual i prepare a paper to write down the name as our attendance.
Ms Yoges came n i heard they said each group 2presentation..
ALAMAK!! my group, Jenny's group n Yee Kit's group just prepare 1 presentation.
lucky Ms Yoges said is ok.. woohoo!!
Ashli is the 1st group presenting..
then get Yin's sms n asked me wanna join her to visit Guna anot..
n she said will go at 3pm, Lucky Ms let me go..
sit Sathys car to Hospital. =)
met Guna... he is ok.. =) Glad that...
But when i saw him, i feel like crying coz pity him.. huhu~

after that back to college to see the Port Breaking Competition..
fun game.. =)
after that Omar fetch me to 1u...
thanks alot Omar.. u really a nice guy.. =)

exam is around the corner already..
dun say exam.. my assignment still got 3more not yet start..
n Customer Service subject still got dunno how many case study need to finish up..
huh!!!!

gambateh yen... i can do it.. woohoo!!

hot weather!!

today sleep till 10am +
cant sleep edy also.. =(
coz of the weather HOT!
then woke up n 'clean' myself.. kakaka!
watch drama with daddy through laptop..
coz we gan jiong with the drama since tv shown but we wan faster.. kakaka!!

after that my turn..
my editing pic software kena rosak while yesterday i wanna update a new one.. =(
so need to uninstall it n download again. huhu~~
lucky can use... =)
then need to design a birthday card for my cousin sis which today is her bday.. =)

around 6.30pm,
take bath then go auntie house.. =)
till 10pm.. akakakak~

tomolo having english presentation..
huhu~~ presentation coming one by one...
scary... haiz~~~~~~~
gambateh gambateh~~

cant late sleep recently..
pimple coming out one by one..
ahh~~~ hate it la!!
H~E~L~P!!!!!

im back =)

woohoo!! finally im back.. =)
one week ++ din update my blog..
why?? haha!!
coz~~ haiz~~ presentation!!!

what had happen those days?
i also cant remember clearly edy.. huhu~

oh ya.. friday night went to Ken's 21th birthday party in Cheras..
after my class 4.30pm, Moon Yew fetch me to Salak Selatan station,
coz raining.. so i din take train from Asia Jaya..
from Salak Selatan station i need to take to Chan Shao Lin station n change train to Cempaka..
huh!! so many ppl neh.. coz finish work time. =(
seeing all those unfamiliar faces in the train.. feel scary coz im ALONE!!

reach station n aunt fetch me to her home..
2cousin sis not home yet coz they going to Midvalley after work to buy phone. =)
around 8.30pm only asked my uncle to fetch me to Ken's house.
reach there i saw Yoon Wei n Jason.. haha!!
lucky got them, if not i dunno who i can talk to.
coz i just same class with them for one year only then back to Ipoh study.
so my friends in SMKTC not much.. & not close..
enjoy the party n met some of them that have not meet for around 6/7 years edy..
my purpose to go for their birthday coz wanna meet back my super old friend.. kaka!!
around 12am Yin Mei fetch me back to my aunt house..
back home n sleep.. haha!!

Saturday morning woke up by aunt coz they wanna go Sogo..
that was my 1st time to go there. =)
alot of malay ppl will shop there.. coz too many discount discount. =)
around 2pm go back.. Mcd is our lunch.. Yummy yummy~~ hehe!!
back home n help my cousin sis to store the phone number into her new Nokia 5800.
from 2pm key in till 8pm also not yet finish.. haha!!! too much edy..
then mom came there for dinner and bring me back.. haha~~

Sunday just stay at home.. kekekeke!!

Monday Dr Chan class become naughty edy..
i felt hungry and pull yin to come out to accompany me eat.
after eat we din went back to class with Ruban them..haha!!
we all lepak in canteen.. kaka!!
afternoon english class Ms Yoges keep asking me to help her do thing.
n she said will give me higher mark for my assignment or exam.. (hmm, no need actually)
follow her to Yin's class n Tommy's class to get the name list for final exam use. =)

oh ya, one of my internet friend Venus has come to my college to survey.. =)
when she is free but im not free. so they went to KBU,
i called her n asked whether she wan to meet me in one utama then back together.
at 1st she said no need so ma fan that i need to go there.
but at last meet her in 1u Mcd.. we eat n chat there.. chat alot...
seem like we know each other so long edy.. keep chat non stop.haha!
after that we took rapid bus back, stupid bus delay!!!
we back to kepong sentral then i send them to ktm station,
(coz they back to Nilai station & Labu station)

Tuesday Customer Service class Ms Puva discuss with us about our case study.
nervous coz im presenting.. =(

Wednesday after class eat with yin then went to Picadilly to have discussion..
3pm Emma's bf fetch me to 1u.. then i wait daddy to fetch me.. =)
bought Mcflurry to eat.. yum yum.. haha!!

Thursday no class n Jh fetch me to college to submit my english assignment..
stupid college photocopy n binding so expensive but no choice!!!
we still need to stationary shop!! @@
after submit then we went to Sunway shopping n watch movie..
funny movie.. haha!!
night need to do assignment!! my head edy B.O.O.M!!
coz really hard to think la!!

Friday(today), my presentation day..
so nervous la.. lucky i finish present.. =)
left Yin's n Tommy's group havent done..
good luck for them =)

can sleep gao gao!! woohoo!!
but next week monday got presentation AGAIN!!

UEL programme really very difficult..
started regret... but no choice..
still need to continue..
gambateh ba.. =)

huhu~ useless la..

monday ntg happen la.. haha!!
tuesday.. hmm.. no as well.. =)
brought Caca's psp back to class n play.

today.. ~~~~~~~~~~
morning class globalization..
i played psp b4 i give back to Caca.
while im playing..
too concentrating and din realize that my phone have been taken by MR Ving!!
after i finished play and searching for my phone coz wanna sms a friend.
then realize phone is missing..
i told Yin coz she just sit beside me..
then keep finding n cant concentrate in class.
cant find my bao bei..
then Yin said later only find.. i sit there silently then my tears started coming out.
coz i suddenly think that if my phone really lost this time then how am i gonna be..
when come to this point then my tears is out. very sad neh~~
then cant tahan then run out from audi to toilet.
actually just wanna go toilet and relax awhile then back to class.
then Yin came n see whether im ok anot. i told her that i'm not ok actually..
then she said if missing in class then mean sure in class.
dunno why that time my tears direct out!!!
i scared her.. sorry ya~
then she told me that the phone is with her..
Ving took my phone then pass to Ruban, and Ruban pass it to her..
sad man~~~~ non stop cry...
clean my face then back to class..
then behind of me, Ruban know i cry n said so loud!!!!
so paiseh neh~~~ =.=!
and Yin ask me why the 1st time they hide my phone i can be like ntg
and this time i cry..... coz my phone is my bao bei.. i cant lost it...

after class went to barat with Vani, Sakthi, Ruban and Ivan..
Vani wanna paid for her saman.. so she exchange her high heel with me.
i like the heel.. but too tight for me..
then me and Sakthi wait them in kfc.. =)
they came back then we wait for stamford bus to Mcd for our lunch=)
met Fong, Derson and Daniel...
they edy finished.. haha~ they online there.. haha!!

after makan we wait for stamford bus back to 223.
called dad and asked whether he got come to fetch me anot..
haiz~ need to take train home alone..
taking the next bus to AJ but i lazy to get down so wait uncle U Turn only get down.
i met Arrecca in barat. she is going back to kepong.
so we took train together.. woo hoo!! got teman edy.. ^^

reach home and online coz wanna search some info for my cousin sis.
then sleep.. kakakak!!!


*dun play with my phone again****

Teluk Intan

yesterday my dad's brother family came here from Kuantan..
they sleep in my room so i need to sleep with my parents..

this morning woke up at 4.30am n prepared to go Teluk Intan
5.30am start our journey.. dunno what time reach there.
coz super sleepy n just sleep in car. haha!!
if not mistaken we reach at 7am +..
then start pai pai lo.. =)
(no pics coz not good to capture)

around 9am+ finish..
Uncle went back to KL 1st n we follow my dad to find his friend.
1st my dad find his ibu angkat..
my dad's ibu angkat is indian lady..
they speak tamil.. i dun understand at all...
but i keep laughing coz so long din hear my dad speak tamil.. kakakakaka!!

after that another friend n we took our lunch together..
eat lot of crab neh.. yummy yummy.. XD

then another friends... this time went to Old Town White Coffee..
order RootBear Float.
thought wanna use dad's Iphone to online but stupid la..
cant on one.. :@
but sms with anis.. ^^
so long din sms with her.. =)
then from OTWC sit for 1hour+
then dad only wan go back..

reach KL at 6pm+, in car sleep!! kakaak!! big pig... hahaha!
reach home still very tired neh~~~ haiz~~

tomolo got classs.. dunno got presentation anot.. need to bring formal to college..
lazy la!! adui~~~~ kakkak!! but no choice lo... haiz~~
gambateh yen~

Genting Trip 31 March 2010

woke up so early on that day. =)

took 7.30am train to kl sentral. reach there around 8.05am.
walked to Mcd to find Yin but saw that she is talking to someone.
so i decide to walk to 7-11 to buy some mineral to drink (coz genting very expensive)
after that Yin finding for me. but i din receive her call.
i'm sorry to u.. =(
then she do a prayer for me.
hope that i will be fine n can enjoy the trip.

after that, i started '.. .. ..'
(really paiseh)
she said wanna accompany me dun wan let me alone.
but i just wan to be alone.
so i walked away n went to somewhere to hide myself
(hehe~ secret place)
from 8.15am sit there. actually i scare to be alone..
so sit for 20mins
need to went down to take bus.
feel ok ok only...
meet up with them..

below is pic but i din upload all..
tired to do that. haha!!

in bus sit with emma. =)
around 1hour we reach Genting Skyway~ ^^

Q-ing to wait for our turn~

reach.. kakaka!!

now my shoulder very pain coz of the gun! ish!!

balik time... haha!!
before bus came we capture.. =)

reach home.. huh!! different color already..
can c?

hand part.. =(