many things had happen and i dun wish to say here.
so.. forgive me ya..
i know i change alot in these few months..
i dunno how to say but.. i know what i'm doing.
i be like that coz i dun wan think back those unhappy thingss.
coz i know i really will get crazy n insomnia...
but izit i really change to become bad n more bad?
i know.. when i was in sad n negative period,
many of [you] are caring about me and always by my side support me.
really thanks alot..
now i think back wat i had did in those period,
why i was such a stupid gal and do all those?
it doesnt affect my whole life right?
i still got my friends with me..
n they are really good to me and will bring me out to make me feel better.
but once i back to my college life,
have to less out coz assignment is all around me.
i have to be more hardworking in my final year.
but.. but.. but.. why i still cant understand what lecturer teaching??!!
sometimes i really feel fed-up on it!! haiz~~
is my problem or the lecturer problem? hahaha~~~
i know is me..
back to my life
feel lonely when i'm alone.
not because of what.
just because i want to be myself, not others
and not pretending..
i'm tired of it..
smiling infront of people when im unhappy.
cant let them worry bout me.
btw, thanks you to [you] for the caring..
i know i'm still the same.
but i trying and trying edy~
forgive me if can~
oh ya.. i have cut my hair..
from long to short.. XD
