2nd weeked in march

saturday,
morning jessy accompany me to fix my side mirror.
follow my dad's friend to the destination,
just awhile, it fixed. =)
finally i got side mirror back.. hehe!
drive jessy to paradigm mall to have our brunch.
her 1st time to paradigm,
we have our brunch in BBQ plaza.
we chat, we laugh, but i cried..
she told me something , someone wanted her to pass msg to me.
and i tried to be nothing, acting im alright,
but... finally, my tears drop without control.
she shocked, and asking me dun cry.
she told me someone want to let me know, and want me to think carefully.
but, before this, same things i heard from another of my friend vikky..
she telling me the same thing what jessy said to me too..
thatz why, i cried infront of jessy...
she understand me well too..

after our brunch she send me back,
and i quarrel with him again..
i watssap jessy, telling her..
she worry me but i cried till i fall asleep.
sorry for let u worry me.

evening, he came and fetch me out.
suppose we wanted to go sepang to have a walk.
but, raining ..
so we cancel and went to giant to have some small shopping. =)
buy lot of snack @@

night, he bring me out to have supper at Kayu.
i have never seen a big and long roti tissue.. @@
nice to eat. but cant finish at the end... lol
i told him i din try to sing in midnight.
so we went to loud speaker, but... room full ..
so unlucky.. haiz~

after supper went home and movie then sleep..

until the next day,
he told me wanted to wake up at 8am to prepare breakfast for me.
who knows... i wake up, he not yet wake up.
he sleep until 12pm.. i force him wake up and cook for me.
he cook nugget, hotdog and egg for me..
how lovely and sweet.

night only go out.
but he headache coz cant sleep well.
went to pasarmalam awhile, and i request to go back.
after that, i wanted to go aman puri to get my dinner.
dunno what im thinking, suddenly my tears drop.
feel like crying.
he ask me what happen, i ask him not to ask coz i dun wan to cry infront of other people.

in car, i cried...
talk alot with him...
telling him what im thinking all these while..
i cried more and more, louder and louder coz i feel suffer and tired that time.
i wondering, why i cant talk nicely but wanted to cry everytime while come to serious?

he understand me, and he feel happy coz i tell him what im thinking.
he told me he thanks to vikky and jessy..

but i really wanted to thanks them for telling me how am i the person are.

thanks my dears...