Monday, May 17, 2010

am i think too much?

hmm, how to say le?
sometimes i feel like i have been left alone at a side..
feeling lonely and will find something to do..
but when u feel lonely what can u do?
actually i dun like this feeling.
but no choice.. i need to use to it.
sometimes i will think that,
if that day i dun wan enter back this college, will be more better rite?
wont unhappy, wont sad, wont hurt, wont .. .. ..

actually in these few months of studying,
am i really happy? am i really can handle it?
i dunno .. i have no answer about it.
sometimes im unhappy but i dunno who to talk to..
sometimes im sad but i also dunno who to talk to..
n sometimes no suitable people really can listen to what im say..
thatz y i really dunno who i can talk to..

suddenly my feeling not very good now.
really not good..
wanna cry, no tears out.
wanna sing, voice not nice.
wanna shout, everyone slept.
wanna run, is too late.
wanna throw things, ntg to throw.
wanna dance but cant follow the steps very well
what can i do?

im my class,
i can be a part of a organizer,
im really very happy..
i can also in charge in photo editing to make card ,
i also very happy..
even is stress when doing the editing..
but im happy to do that.. =)

going to have 3 months holidays...
what am i going to do?
i really dun wan to be alone or left aside..
huhuh~~~~

and at last..
wishing Kavitha will be recover soon..
=)


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