am i crazy??

am i crazy or i wan to sick??
this week i already eat 2times of KFC as my lunch!!

what happen?

thougth of very hungry can eat many things.

but i think the MOmo Paradise food still staying in my perut~ haha!

after i ate KFC i go n buy Rojak which the uncle just come every thursday.
after bought only realise that i cant eat already. =(
the whole afternoon playing games..
jigsaw puzzle...
play till got bit feel like wan to faint. haha!!

huh?!
recently what happen to me??
my mind like being control by "that"
i suddenly think back lots of things that happen in last year!
i dun wan la can?
i will get mad on it..
seriously i used a lot of time to try to delete it,
or just keep it in somewhere that i cant found.
but it seem like always appear in my mind these few days.
i hate this ok?
i know~~ last time im so in love.
then that time seriuosly so deep..
and what i have get?
yaya, i get...
what i get is a thousand of knife in my heart and my pain no one knows.
because of that i thin 3kg..
no appetite to eat.. haiz~
sad memories...
and besides that, i hate SC ok?!
i don't wan to go back there actually!
that place is a sad place for me.!
especially the place im going now everyday in this year!
i hate it, ok?!
okok, dont say too much at here. just will make my health worst. haha!!

MoMo Paradise ^_^

late to work today coz dunno why traffic jam.
huh?!
afternoon lunch at food stall which beside the road
coz i have no idea where i wanted to eat.
after lunch back to office as usual then walk to Kak Nurul's place for chit-chatting. ^^

sms-ing with JH, then ask him to come. haha!
(his bday not yet celebrate neh)
5.30pm back home but jam!!
6.30pm only reach home.
prepare myself and Rynn told me they eat 1st pula =.=!
went to Maybank withdraw money and i accidently saw "someone" car in front of the office.
haiz~~
after withdraw then we are heading to Momo Paradise..
reach there 7.30pm...
they are eating!! yor! haha!!
me and Rynn keep eating non-stop lo..
don't konw what is full..
Jc very fast full edy and stop eating.. aha!
Jh also full and while waiting for us he eat 5cups of ice-cream and withthe same flavor --Yam
we keep on laughing on him. kakakakakak!!
eat till around 10pm, all full and wan go back lu~~
reach home ONLINE!! woohoo!!

me and Rynn syok sendiri, but most is me la..
haha!!
Rynn: you know i know!! =) haha!!!

the next time, i want to go Yami Yami la.~~ haha!!
we must find the way to there.
if not yesterday we edy go there. haha!!
^^

recently...updated!

saturday 14/8

morning went back to Allianz to meet up with Jacky

he asked me to go at 11am.

but after 11am no one fetch me, so i decide to go early,

sitting opposite of the Maybank and enjoying my breakfast.

then saw M, he said if i dont go up then he will angry.

so... i need to go up, haiz~

Lucky, all the Unit Manager just finish meeting. =)

just pass back the key to Jacky then chat with him.

after that he show me his wedding pic.

lolx... funny man.. hahahahaha!!

then after that he got agent come to chat with him

so i took his laptop to on FACEBOOK!!

until 1pm. ekekekeke!!

afternoon went to 1u with JH =)

we took SJ as lunch. ^^

so full.. yum yum...

asking him to join at night.

but he wan go back study.

so 6pm fetch me home.

while waiting for Rynn to come,

took a short nap. ^^

then night went to MOE de cafe with Rynn, Beh and Jc.

yor!! fun night.. but can say not fun nite as well.

coz we order Kampai.

but hor, they told us just left original.

then hor, they told us just left one bottle..

u see!! haiz~~

so we just order Cocktail. haha!

what i order ya? erm, something start with purple...

haha! Beh order one cup red color but dunno what is the name,

syoknya~~~~

mine taste like Ice Lemon Tea,

his one.. hmm.. dunno what taste is that.

but after drink taste good pula.. haha!

thought will go back late, but hor Beh half way then join his friend to where i duno..

because of this we go back early, if not... we will continue try all the cocktail.. haha!!

oh my god!! i addicted with the cocktail, haha!!!

then today is monday, 16/8..

have dinner at Seri Pacific Hotel with my colleagues. ^^

damn full weh~~~ feel like want tim.. aha!!!

but nice and this is my 1st time joining buka puasa dinner.. hehe!!

n my boss look directly different with the boss that i met in the office. haha!

nice day...

pics below =)

i have new pup! ^^

get new pup after exam. =)

but too black so after snap photo not so nice.

^^

he is an active pup!

name Lucky...

naughty and playful..

i kena bite by him everyday!!

yor! yor!

what am i doing now? huhu~~~

suppose need to study for the previous day,

but why?! i have no mood to study

why la?!!! how hard i study also cant enter my head!?!

holiday too long izit?

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just got 2 more days to go only..

yen!!! u need to gambateh edy... pray for me ya..

think too much or is real for me?

having holiday and now working till the class start on Sept.

i dunno is i think too much or what.

feeling like after my holiday start, my college friends all less contacting me.

feeling sad and disappointed... haiz~

working time.. huh!

my boss dislike me.. so obvious!!

i not always late what.!

my lunch time 12-1 but i 12.30 in office edy.

cant u give me a friendly face??? ish!

what is friendship?

izit when u need ur friend then only will find he/she?

izit when u dont need he/she then u wont find him/her?

but friendship for me is i willing to help if i can!

but seem like to other ppl not (mayb)

i dunno.. dun wan to think... i want enjoy my holiday b4 my new sem start.

i hate to be the one who left by friends...

i hate to be the one who always treat me as glass!!

i hate it, ok?

i just wan a friendship that wont left me behind when he/she doesnt need me.

i just wan a friendship that wont treat me as glass!!

i just wan a friendship that treat me as his/her true friend!!!!!

long time no see my blog, =)

in working life edy used to it.. haha!!

can play computer while receiving calls... kakakak!!

still got one more month to go then need to quit and start my new sem

but now every wednesday need to go back to college to attend the revision class.

1pm-5pm, damn boring in class.. haiz~

lucky got Kavitha with me. both of us 1st time attend the class that edy started 2weeks ago.

still need to attend 2 more times then exam... hu~~~~

have my new hair look ^^

look like kids.. kakaka!!

tonight party time!! haha!!

later need to go TS awhile coz Minkii dear said that want to give me present.

feel so paiseh coz her bday i din give anything to her also... =(

but besides that happy coz finally can meet up with Minkii dear even just a short while. =)

evening will have my friends come.. wooHoo!!

happy timme? haha! coz P.. haiz~~~

how 'lucky' am i~~~

someone who dunno is their fault..

i really dun like this kind of ppl who make mistake but wont admit
just will keep on doing the same things.
do you know you will make me wanna punch u?
ish!
pls la you~~ change urself.!
dun keep on doing the same thing around us!
we know ur true face.. and we are shocked coz we din think that u are this kind of ppl..
we post so many things but do you know we are talking about u ?

and pls~~ dun put the problems on me..
i din make u both quarrel..
n i dun think so that's called quarrel huh!
n why u care so much that is me anot?
xkan u wan scold me?
if u wan, pls think!! what is the real problem!!!
and~ pls dun act ntg n give a smiley face!!
is very annoying you know?!

we already no eyes to see you,
just we hope that u dun continuously doing the same things on other ppl!
it just will make ppl think that u are not a good person after know u longer!

speechless~~

thinking too much really will cause a person crazy!

tired of thinking,

tired of doing,

tired of sharing,

tired of telling,

tired of asking,

tired of...

tired in everything right now!

dunno how to say it but hope everything will be fine very soon!

in front of u i can be the gila and crazy always laugh~

but when i'm alone my real face out.

be happy in front of friends doesnt mean that i'm acting.

is just because i know certain of my friends care about me.

i dunno to let them worry me.

till now i really cant control myself not to think that.

am i think too much?

i dont think so.

i really dont like this kind of feeling!

and you all make me feel 'that'

so start from now, i wont ask you all out anymore.

just will make that i very annoying you all only.

if u all still remember me, just ask me out ba..

too friendly really will hurt myself only..

stup la me!!

is the reason acceptable?

i dun think so..

for me, i cant accept it..

not logic also!

last time, i very scare my friends will forget me.

so i will always ask them out.

but seem like fate is fate.

they wan forget me then forget me la~~~

i sad for sure will have.

but no one knows my feeling,,

watever..!

i edy cant take it anymore..

im not the friendly yen~ im the emo/devil!!

dont talk about that..

back to my office.. =)

yesterday dunno why office suddenly i laugh so loud.

kak nurul in the meeting room also can hear my sound and kak lina voice.

haha~~

coz we laughing on the flower..

got one look like ball..

kak jun b4 clean it, she go n pop all of it.

so funny the sound..

like kentut~~ haaha!!

got call for Kak Lina,

when i trasfer, KaK Lina 1st time so funny on the phone.. lolx~

at 5.30pm suppose finish work.

done all my things then kak Mona(my boss) find for kak Mai,

but kak Mai still on the phone.

so i walk into the office and find for her.

then kak Norel ask me about my salary.

then i run out and get my MC to her.

keep laughing.. ahha!

i make them laugh too..

am i easy make ppl laugh?

keep laughing in the office and jumping around.. lolxx

then kak Norel teach me how to use the fax machine. hehe~~

and after that, balik lu~ hehe!!

^o^

since so early and i have some free time,
update bit bit la.. =)
actually quite lazy la.. and ntg special to say
just everyday work work work..

erm... what to say 1st?
yesterday mood super bad, few things happen together.
coz kena marah.. =(
then result.. haiz~~ i edy know my global is failed.. huhuh~
need to resit back.
yin asked me go on next monday so i need to take half day leave.
can let me rest also. =)
after lunch my heart something wrong somewhere..
not feeling well and hard to breath.. ish!!

at night sms with someone..
adui~~ make me feel like im a kids edy..
haha! the way i sms quite funny.
like baby.. XD
but really hope today someone can acc me..
sorry o~~ ^^

today 2hours break..
hope someone can come to acc me.. =)
but still waiting for the sms..
really hope.. pls pls pls...

*actually quite lazy back to college. haha!!
just hope can rest more.. =)
but monday still need to go work then only go coll..
dunno what time will be reach college after work. huhu~~


ok la. when i free i come update again. ^^